Exercising creativity.
My mind grew quite a lot since I've realized that I am a right brain-er. And creativity is something that doesn't stop at one point, it will just go on developing. And today happened to the day when I've realized how much more I've evolved.
I thought of something to do if I were to be granted the chance to which requires a lot of planning, coordination, luck and definitely a lot more progress. And the concept doesn't just stop at that very point, it went on and on. The level of difficulty to showcase this gift is scraper high but the pre-requisite to even have the chance to even start planning is more than just a notch higher.
Summarizing the previous paragraph; I have nobody, am nobody.
I do have someone in mind but that someone isn't someone I have. And I am not someone in her mind and not someone she wants to have. Thats how things are right now. And this has been the case since I know her years ago. I never had her.
A little bit of Bart Simpsons reflection and Homer's sincerity, with a stroke of luck with her, probably things will work out fine.
And whenever I think of such things, I tend to hide it from her. She will just wonder," why are you still thinking of such things?" And I don't think I can use the line , " you just don't get it, do you?" forever. Different frequency.
My mood is so bad. Present tense.
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