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It was just another casual milk tea session with her when suddenly she mentioned about her Mom getting a new LV bag from Germany and that she can get access to them when she needs to for social gatherings and stuff like that. Just then, I thought to myself , "what is the most expensive bag I have?" Lol, nothing impressive came to my mind.

Then the next thing that came to my mind, which I mentioned to her was , " next time my kid better be a rich one. If not it would be difficult even just to go after girls. I don't want him to be as deprived as me." Then instinctively, she added on to the list why shouldn't have kids. Scientifically, they will take after my genes and she highlighted that I have no attractive attributes at all.

I know its all natural to hear such things about me. I really have nothing.

I don't even own an eraser. I am not talking about anything cool with the name "eraser" attached to it but the conventional one we all know since we swallowed our first one at age 2. The rubber squarish thing we use to erase pencil marks. Thus, I went searching high and low for one. Couldn't find any, but stumbled upon a letter she wrote to me years ago.

And sometimes, the motto, "fight for what you want" doesn't really make sense. It is not really practical at all time. Sometimes people just want you to be contented with what you have a.k.a "stay at where you are and I don't fucking care but you better find comfort and who knows this might be the best you get and if you fight, I'm gonna resist"




And I'm glad that this was taken before she decides to proceed to what she claimed as "inevitable"