For bigger plans, I am going to skip lunch this week.
OOISH! BANZAI!
Anyway , side track
Up till today, the only thing I can be pretty sure of is that a large part of the reason why am I still alive, is because I hope that we can be happy together. But then again, ironically, its a future which I can't see. How can I see such a future when the one I wanna be with doesn't seem to want to move towards it? And for the first time, I felt that my feelings were calculated.Where predictions seems to have logic involved. Where whether I can be with somebody or not is not just how much I wanna work , but whether percentage can be written down in numerals and not just a gauge of " maybe.." "yeah guess so" "doubtful"
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