Sick and tired of me , she said

When you carve everything around a single theme, you paint it on every single screen you see. When that theme is taken away from the category list, what are you left with?

I dare not believe that we will go somewhere. Yet, I feel contented that at least we were walking in circles.

It was stronger than "loud and clear" when she said that she doesn't see me in her future. Yet, I have always shamelessly tried to filter that out, every time.

I've fought for many things. I've been through many half-hearted battles. But when I put in my everything for this particular one, it fails all the same. Nobody can explain why did I fall other than ," because you are the one involved"

It doesn't matter how many times I feel this same way over the same girl, because every time when I do, it feels as raw. There is like there is no immunity to this. What challenges me all the time was how much can I over cloak before I give in and let it take over me.

So lesson learnt is probably to never live your life to the fullest because after you reach the peak, next moment, its the start of your downfall. And after that, all these will just be memories.

You will miss them.









And on 9.27 pm. I've decided to be honest.