Nothing to give

I slept with my computer left switched on last night. I didn't bear to end the video call I had with her. I know she wasn't talking to me but instead watching her Taiwan drama but come on, ending it just like that would have been a waste. And it might make me sound like a stalker, but, I watched her smile behind that screen. And I dozed off with that being the last thing I've seen yesterday.

When you have nothing to give, nothing at all, would you dare to even assure any girl that you will make it big for her, with her. Nothing means absolutely nothing. You have no career, no job, no car to bring her around. Absolute zero, not even a decimal to it. Would you?

And in future when the girl you have been going after for years and years ask, "why don't you have anything?" and you reply ," I haven't been doing anything to get something", how will that make you feel?

I hope to be able to do something so that one fine day, I can stand before her and say, "I've done and now we have". And when I stretch out my hand, not only do I have a hand for her to hold, but also an invisible, yet existing faith for her to rest her hand upon.



Thanks to the influence of James' premature X-mas hype, I hereby share my favorite scene from the first movie we watched together